Everyday life gets harder to find serenity. Evil thoughts just weigh me down. Its all depression, my diesease. All I want to do is live without an ounce of insecurity. Chaind to my mind. Thats the nature of the beast, Ive never felt so hopeless, at the end of my rope. Ive never felt so desperate. Lifes taken its toll. Ive spent these days wasting away. I cant saved. Why cant I saved? Trying to breathe while self pity swallows me. Its like every step is one closer to death and I want to believe. Believe that theres meaning in life. I want to rise above the feeling of feeling nothing and never having enough. Ive spent these days wasting away. I cant be saved. Why cant I be saved? Losing, losing, losing all I’ve ever loved. I pray for the power, the power to rise above.
yo, if you were at the comeback kid/foundation show in lake worth- did you find a backpack or know anyone who came across one? it belongs to hank from foundation. he really needs it back. it has some very important belongings in there. please spread the word around. let me know if you know or hear anything. thanks.